Life Stinks!

Someone please find me a psychiatrist! I'm so out of it! What should I do with myself?  I'm seriously on the brink!  I haven't been able to write a post for weeks; I'm so out of it.

I really need some professional help! I can't stand being in my house. I can't stand my husband. I can't stand anything!  I have nothing to do but take care of the kids which is so not me! There is no place here to have an outlet.

The morning seems fine and then my husband gets home and I still have no break from the kids.  They just keep at it; my 2 year old is still on the boob like never before and its freaking me out.  My husband doesn't seem to get that I need a break and I need him to do his part.  He seems to think that going to work is all he is obligated to do.  He doesn't contribute to anything else.

He doesn't have anything nice to say and always finds something to complain about that I did wrong or that I'm not doing.
Aren't I doing enough!

Please someone.  I need help. I'm afraid I might do something stupid!